One step at a time

I honestly hate taking one step at a time... i'd really like to fly over a few of them... but no, God didn't make me with the ability to fly. My life is at a point where i really want certain things to start happening... and they haven't. it's like i'm saying come on already God... i'm sitting here clueless, waiting, in a place i don't like, when are you gonna get me to your plan... but that's exactly the "problem"... His plan not mine... oh golly if i could plan this and make it happen... a lot less stress i think, but no, gods perfect timing... grr... i love it, but sometimes it gets on my nerves, i feel like i'm always waiting... ( Psalm 27:14, 33:20, 130:5-6,) all of those verses say to wait for the lord, and trust in his promises, and be still... not as easy as it sounds, not by a long shot. well... i'm now doubting just one more really big plan i had  for my life... drat, if only i could see the maze from above instead of in it. oh well... epic fail on that. Love you God, love your plans... just venting :')