Wondering

I hate being almost certain of something, but not positive. ready to take the leap on this, but don't quite know how other parties feel about it. Can i just ask... why is it so hard for a man to step up and be a man? i mean really, back in the olden days, a guy would usually state his intentions right up front. These days they're all to chicken that they'll get hurt, or loose something that they never had in the first place. I think it would be so much better if guys wouldn't only be guys... but men. A man should have the courage to risk his feelings... A man should stand up for those that are weaker, a man should be willing to love others even if he has the fear of getting rejected... i'm just kinda' venting... sorry. i wish my life could move along and stop going so slow... that i could see the whole picture that god is drawing. i know i'm still on the potters wheel, and will be as long as i'm on this earth... but i would LOVE to see the end result... i would make for so much less wondering... but i guess life would be too boring that way... ah well... i guess i'll see in time.